The word says that husbands are to cleave to their wives. It also says that the two become one. The bible uses the word cleave when it refers to our relationship with Jesus too. Clearly it's a powerful word and means that you give your all and hold on with all your might. So my struggle is that Frank and I truly did become one in every way - spiritually too. So I really feel as if part of my spirit has died. I don't know if I'm explaining this but we were one and now he's gone so it's like the "one" was split and it's hard, so hard living without that part of my oneness. I know God will help me through this and I'll be okay because of my Lord but oh my goodness this is hard. How do you deal with feeling alone even in a crowded room.
I miss my husband, my best friend, my partner.
.. and the two will become one flesh. So they are no longer, but one. Mak 10:8
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AuthorI'm Dee, wife of the late Frank Nunez. I'm a woman of God who's depending on God to pull us through this loss. Archives
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