I sat yesterday in Frank's favorite chair at home and just looked at our pictures on the wall from our cruises and shook my head. Sometimes it's just so surreal. Sometimes I can't believe he's not here anymore. There are days that I miss him more than others - such as today our anniversary. I sat there thinking, wow Lord, I never thought these would be the cards dealt to us. I could spend lots of time asking why and being upset but neither will help so why bother. I come back to one thing - trust. Yep, I have to keep trusting the Lord. Trust Him even when things just don't make sense, trust Him when I hurt, trust Him when I'm crying, trust Him when I want to run under a rock and hide, trust Him when I feel like I can't go on anymore and I just scream - Jesus, please come already. I just have to keep trusting Him because the bottom line is -- I have no choice and in my weakness I am strong only because of Him. So I just keep trusting Him.....
Love you my Honey Bun. Happy 23nd Anniversary!!!
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It has been a while since I lost blogged. I praise the Lord for that because clearly it's he that has been keeping me and strenghtening me. Once again I'm glad to say that we are doing well. However, next Friday would have been our 23rd anniversary. That's probably one of the most personal days to us because it's "our day". I expect that it will probably be a difficult day but I also expect that God will get me through it. My precious daughter said to me, "mom, don't worry, I'll take you out or something". Bless her heart. |
AuthorI'm Dee, wife of the late Frank Nunez. I'm a woman of God who's depending on God to pull us through this loss. Archives
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