As I mentioned in my last post. I've started a new blog called New Beginnings. The blog site is http://www.newbeginnings4dee.weebly.com Please come visit my new site.
Well next month would have been me and Franks 24th anniversary. Wow, it's been 1 yr and 9 mths since he's been gone and sometimes I still can't believe he's not around. I know I said that I would be posting in my new blog but I have to share this cause I had to question myself as to where this was coming from. About a week or so ago I found myself being angry at Frank. Now I know that anger is part of the grieving process but I never thought I would feel that at this point. So I kept asking why, why am I feeling this now. Then it occurred to me, as you venture out to a "new beginning" it's something new which requires you to leave the past behind and it's something that I'm going to venture out to without Frank. Well I have not ventured out to anything new without Frank in 27 years cause that's how long we were together. So it's only normal to feel this now because, of course, I would prefer for him to be with me for this new beginning. However, it's is what it is and I can't do anything about it but trust in God. That's what it always boils down to - trusting God.
So again, I'm trusting God. I have to check my bible cause several years ago the Lord spoke to my heart and gave me the name New Beginnings for a ministry I was going to start. Maybe this is the beginning of that ministry. I don't know but I guess we'll see at some point.
I may not have my husband but I have my life, my good health, another breath of life, my salvation, my love for Jesus, my daughter, my family, my home, my job, my loved ones and the love of Jesus. So I may not have my honey but my Lord has me. Thank you Jesus.
Well next month would have been me and Franks 24th anniversary. Wow, it's been 1 yr and 9 mths since he's been gone and sometimes I still can't believe he's not around. I know I said that I would be posting in my new blog but I have to share this cause I had to question myself as to where this was coming from. About a week or so ago I found myself being angry at Frank. Now I know that anger is part of the grieving process but I never thought I would feel that at this point. So I kept asking why, why am I feeling this now. Then it occurred to me, as you venture out to a "new beginning" it's something new which requires you to leave the past behind and it's something that I'm going to venture out to without Frank. Well I have not ventured out to anything new without Frank in 27 years cause that's how long we were together. So it's only normal to feel this now because, of course, I would prefer for him to be with me for this new beginning. However, it's is what it is and I can't do anything about it but trust in God. That's what it always boils down to - trusting God.
So again, I'm trusting God. I have to check my bible cause several years ago the Lord spoke to my heart and gave me the name New Beginnings for a ministry I was going to start. Maybe this is the beginning of that ministry. I don't know but I guess we'll see at some point.
I may not have my husband but I have my life, my good health, another breath of life, my salvation, my love for Jesus, my daughter, my family, my home, my job, my loved ones and the love of Jesus. So I may not have my honey but my Lord has me. Thank you Jesus.