Yesterday I had a really difficult day. I worked so hard for something and it didn't work out the way I had hoped. I cried all the way home and then once I got home I cried some more. My daughter, my rock, tried to help me feel better repeating to me some of the same things I've told her in the past in similar circumstances. It felt good to hear her repeat what I've said because it let me know that she treasures my words.
Anyway, it's during difficult times that I really miss my husband. It was the little things he did during these times that really helped me. He would have run a hot bath for me with candles all around, he would have sat there and listened to me as I shared the same story over and over, he would have encouraged me, he would have held me in his arms as I cried and fell asleep on him, he would have woke me up this morning with a kiss, left me a love note on the bed, called me when he got to work to check on me and say something silly to cheer me up, he probably would have sent me flowers, called and left a message with a song dedication or sing a song to me over the phone (smiling just thinking about it) and then he would have taken me out tonight to a beautiful dinner. Yep, in many ways he spoiled me because he was such a romantic. It's days like this that makes me miss him and wonder if I will ever find that again. It's also days like this that help me focus on some of the key things I want from a man. Romantic, affectionate are just a few of the key attributes. I know that God will send the right man my way at the right time. Thank you Jesus.
Anyway, it's during difficult times that I really miss my husband. It was the little things he did during these times that really helped me. He would have run a hot bath for me with candles all around, he would have sat there and listened to me as I shared the same story over and over, he would have encouraged me, he would have held me in his arms as I cried and fell asleep on him, he would have woke me up this morning with a kiss, left me a love note on the bed, called me when he got to work to check on me and say something silly to cheer me up, he probably would have sent me flowers, called and left a message with a song dedication or sing a song to me over the phone (smiling just thinking about it) and then he would have taken me out tonight to a beautiful dinner. Yep, in many ways he spoiled me because he was such a romantic. It's days like this that makes me miss him and wonder if I will ever find that again. It's also days like this that help me focus on some of the key things I want from a man. Romantic, affectionate are just a few of the key attributes. I know that God will send the right man my way at the right time. Thank you Jesus.