Wow, the past few weeks have been extremely rough. Between the drama my daughter has had at school over truly dumb things and girls just being ridiculous and my mammogram coming back inconclusive it's been just absolutely nuts. I sometimes feel like a hamster in a wheel just going, going, going and wishing I could get off this wheel. I know that I know if it were not for God I would not be standing right now. I don't understand why sometimes we must suffer so much. It seems some of us have to suffer more than others. Not to long ago I remember even feeling like geeze God can't love me if he allows all of this to happen to me but I know that's not true. I know Satan would want nothing more than for me to curse my God but I will never do that.
Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death He is with me. Sometimes I don't hear Him, sometimes I don't see Him but I know He's with me and I hold on even to hear just that little whisper in the wind.
Please pray for me as my birthday is this week and it's one of those "firsts" that's going to be so, so hard. Frank always would do something to try and make my birthday special and I'm going to miss him, so, so much.
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AuthorI'm Dee, wife of the late Frank Nunez. I'm a woman of God who's depending on God to pull us through this loss. Archives
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