Yesterday I sat and watched our favorite show - ER. We loved to snuggle up on Thursday's to watch ER and here I was watching the last program. As I watched it I thought of yet another thing that reminded me of Frank was ending. There was a scene that truly brought tears to my eyes when a man's wife of 72 years was dying. He sat there with her and asked the nurse about her irregular breathing and was told that's part of the dying process. I remember hearing the same words. The man sat there by his wife and when she took her last breath he couldn't believe she was gone. He asked if he could just stay with her for a little bit and he got in the bed and laid down with her as he ran his fingers through her hair. Oh my goodness, it truly just made me cry for it brought me back to those last hours, minutes with my husband. By the time Frank passed he was drugged up on pain meds so I hope he knew I was there with him because he never wanted to die alone. Wow, it was a tough episode to watch and truly, truly made me cry. But I'm okay. I've come to understand there is nothing wrong with crying. Crying is part of the healing process.
Three more days since my honey walked over to the other side. Still miss him so much but so happy to know that he's in heaven with His Lord and Savior.
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AuthorI'm Dee, wife of the late Frank Nunez. I'm a woman of God who's depending on God to pull us through this loss. Archives
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