Well today is my birthday, my first one without my hubby. To be honest I just wanted to snuggle up with Frank's teddy bear and stay in bed all day. I pushed myself out of the bed to get to work which was not an easy task. I've had a few bouts of crying and I keep smacking myself and reminding myself that I can't have a pity party but instead give thanks to the Lord for what's he's done in my life inspite of my trials and tribulations. As I was teaching my Girls group last night about the crucifiction of Jesus I was reminded of how Satan though he won, he really thought he had the victory because Jesus was crucified but what the devil meant for evil God turned around for good and because of His death we now have the opportunity of salvation. So even through all the hurt and pain that I'm going through I have to keep reminding myself that a lot of good will come out of this. I'm sure I'll have to smack myself a few times today and remind myself of that but at least I'm not obliof
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AuthorI'm Dee, wife of the late Frank Nunez. I'm a woman of God who's depending on God to pull us through this loss. Archives
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