I really don't know why but for the last three days it's been harder. I miss my husband so much. I have not been able to get to sleep before 12:00 for the last few days. Last night when I walked into our empty room I just cried as I looked at the empty bed yet again. I laid in bed and just cried trying to do it softly so that Nikki would not hear me. I just cried and said Lord I miss holding my husband's hand as we laid in bed together, I miss the bedtime conversations we use to have, I miss sharing with him, I miss his touch, his hugs, the special things he would say, I miss waking up in the middle of the night to find him and snuggle up next to him, I miss kissing his lips, I miss his smile. I just continued to cry and asked the Lord to please, please take this pain away. I know that Frank is in heaven and that he's so happy and that does provide lots of consolation but it doesn't take the pain away, it doesn't take the loneliness away.
Olive Juice Frank
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AuthorI'm Dee, wife of the late Frank Nunez. I'm a woman of God who's depending on God to pull us through this loss. Archives
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