Well I'm just praising the Lord right now because of an e-mail I just received from Pastor Wayne Clabaugh from In The Garden Ministries. He's is doing a wonderful study on healing. http://www.inthegarden.us/devotions.htm I emailed him because his study and devotional have been a blessing to me. But I asked that big question - "Why doesn't God heal some people even when they pray using the word of God".
God is so awesome because he used Pastor Wayne to clarify a misconception I had which I wrote about earlier. I was feeling as if when Frank died part of my spirit died with him because the two of us had become one. Pastor Wayne knew nothing at all about how I was feeling because I hadn't shared that with him. But God knew and used this man of God to clarify for me that Frank's spirit still lives through me, through Nikki and that even though Frank is gone we will declare the works of the Lord for him. Yes Frank is gone but I'm still here and God will continue to use me to minister to others about how wondeful our God is and how he can do everything - restore marriages, fill you with forgiveness, love your spouse more than you've ever loved your spouse before. Ha, just the other day one of my friends told me that since Frank's death she has a different appreciation for her husband and I said, yes Lord my honey is gone but our marriage can still touch other marriages. Thank you Jesus. I was just asking the Lord yesterday and today to please show me where I should place my focus so that I'm not focusing on my pain and He has shown me. My husband may have died but what we had will live on and God will use what we had to minister to others and I know that Frank would be so touched and happy to hear that I'm allowing God to use me to touch hurting people and hurting marriages.
Frank lives through me and will not die (has eternal life in heaven) and through me Frank will declare the works of the Lord. Praise the Lord!!!
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AuthorI'm Dee, wife of the late Frank Nunez. I'm a woman of God who's depending on God to pull us through this loss. Archives
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