I sat yesterday in Frank's favorite chair at home and just looked at our pictures on the wall from our cruises and shook my head. Sometimes it's just so surreal. Sometimes I can't believe he's not here anymore. There are days that I miss him more than others - such as today our anniversary. I sat there thinking, wow Lord, I never thought these would be the cards dealt to us. I could spend lots of time asking why and being upset but neither will help so why bother. I come back to one thing - trust. Yep, I have to keep trusting the Lord. Trust Him even when things just don't make sense, trust Him when I hurt, trust Him when I'm crying, trust Him when I want to run under a rock and hide, trust Him when I feel like I can't go on anymore and I just scream - Jesus, please come already. I just have to keep trusting Him because the bottom line is -- I have no choice and in my weakness I am strong only because of Him. So I just keep trusting Him.....
Love you my Honey Bun. Happy 23nd Anniversary!!!
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AuthorI'm Dee, wife of the late Frank Nunez. I'm a woman of God who's depending on God to pull us through this loss. Archives
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