Last night I spoke at a Tres Dias gathering about God's grace. God's grace is truly amazing and it's His love. His love truly, truly is amazing and through his grace we have divine assistance, strength and help in time of need. God had me speak last night and I feel like I gave my all. I felt God's grace come through as strength last night as I spoke of this journey we are on but today I'm wiped out totally. My sister Karen told me I may feel wiped out because as she put it, I gave birth last night. Thank the Lord for the older women in the body who have so much wisdom. Yes I am wiped out today but I gave birth last night to God's plan for my life and God's directive for someone else or hopefully for several people. I just pray that what I shared touched lives and maybe began the healing process in some marriages. I don't know but God knows so I trust Him that I gave my all because He wanted me to do so. I couldn't even make it to my Praise Dance Class today - too wiped out but that's okay - all for God.
I know that my later years will be better than my first. I know that God has a plan and His plan stands firm as it says in Job. I know that He will never leave me nor forsake me and that He is my tower of strength.
Strange thing, I had a dream with Frank last night. He looked like the young man he was when I met him. In the dream I remember running into my friend Adelta and James and saying to them, "Hey, Frank is back home, Frank is home" Well I woke up and held Frank's Teddy Bear closer to my chest as I realized, it was only a dream but Frank is home, He's home with his wonderful heavenly father and although I miss him greatly I know that I know that He's so, so happy in heaven and that's what gives me the peace that I have even in the midst of my pain. I know that I know that he has no more pain and that he's experiencing the love of a heavenly father that he never had from his biological father.
Love you Frank or as Nikki says - I heart you.
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AuthorI'm Dee, wife of the late Frank Nunez. I'm a woman of God who's depending on God to pull us through this loss. Archives
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