Well yesterday was our first Father's Day. I must say that I really could not wait for the day to be over. it was extremely difficult. It actually started on Saturday where I just could not stop crying as I thought about the fact that this was Father's Day weekend but my husband was not here.
We didn't go to church. It was just something both Nikki and I knew we could not handle. We went on a shopping spree (being sad can get costly), then we went to the cemetary. We put a blanket down and Nikki and I just sat there talking to Frank, remembering some special moments and complaining to Frank about each other. Nikki put a little plaque that said we love you to the moon and back. Actually the time we spent at the cemetary was the best part of the day. It really helped us. Nikki didn't cry at all, once again I think she was trying to be strong for me. That daughter of mine is truly amazing and so special. We ended the day with two of her friends coming over to hang out in the pool and Nikki and I then watched a funny movie.
If Father's Day was this difficult, I can't even imagine what Christmas is going to be like for us. Lord, please continue to help us.
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AuthorI'm Dee, wife of the late Frank Nunez. I'm a woman of God who's depending on God to pull us through this loss. Archives
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