The past two days have been extrememly difficult. Don't know why but they just have. I attended an absolutely wonderful worship dance conference and I was so blessed but I really, really had to work hard to hold back the tears. I felt like screaming today. My prayer lately has been, Lord your word says you are the husband to the husbandless and the father to the fatherless so please fill the gap, fill the gap Lord.
Today during the conference I was ministered to by this wonderful song whose chorus was something like "when you don't understand my hand, trust my heart". Truly, that's all I can do is trust His heart. I have to remind myself of that when I'm in the midst of that pain, when I feel like my heart is on the floor and I can't go on anymore .... I have to trust His heart.
I lift up my eyes to the hills, where does my help come from, my help comes from the Lord................
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AuthorI'm Dee, wife of the late Frank Nunez. I'm a woman of God who's depending on God to pull us through this loss. Archives
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